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Just so you know, i made another account here on Blogspot. I just made it because i'm bored and i also can't change my layout here because my aunt paid for it. What i post here, will also be posted on my second account. Lol. I love copy pasting. Insert evil smirk here.

It's already past 10 in the evening and i'm still awake. I used to sleep so late these past few days. I don't know. I'm a vampire. Kidding. My mom and dad are scolding me already. I'm a cyber addict according to them. Like what? I am not. Hahaha! Oh well, whatever they say.

Right now, i still have no plans of sleeping. I'm still on Skype with my aunt all the way from North Carolina. Just sayin'. I'm not yet sleepy. I'm still hyped. Gees. No. Joke. I'm starting to sound silly now. Bye!

Celebrity Crush

Yep, you got that right. It's Sam Concepcion. Seriously, i've been having a crush on him since i was 10. I used to save his pictures and print it. Lol, am i that obsessed? I guess not. It came to the point that i assumed that he's my boyfriend and my mom knows about that. Once, i dreamt of him. I won't tell what really happened 'cause i may sound stupid. But that dream really had a big impact on me. I woke up that day smiling and it made those people in the house wonder. Hahaha! Believe it or not, i cleaned my room which i really do seldom. I am lazy, you know. But that day was different. I became hyper. Lol. I am a shallow person, but small things could already make me happy and that's what i love about myself.

After how many years of hoping, i finally got to see him here in GenSan. Just take a look at what i posted below. Teehee. Those times were really priceless. It's as if he was having a mini-concert. I didn't even care what i looked like while i was jumping and shouting with my friends behind our seats. All that matters to us is that we're having fun although we are not that close of touching him. Hahaha! We're not like those other girls who were really warfreak that time. Ugh. It's just that they don't have what you called discipline. They were selfish. All they thought of were their selves. They didn't care about those people who they step into. Oh well. Past is past. What's important is that we were all happy, especially me.

One thing i hated after his show was that everyone was already acting like they're so obsessed with him. It's not that i'm being selfish. It's just weird. Yes, he's a celebrity but he was just like a normal person for every girl here in town except for me until he had a show here. Am i jealous? Sort of. I don't even know why. Lol. This will pass, i know.

I even remembered my mom asking me how was his show then she told me not to worry because Sam will visit me privately in our house. Hahaha!! Cool mom i got here, right? That's why i love her. And another! I told her to surprise me on my 18th birthday to invite Sam and be my escort and she was just laughing. I'm hilarious, i know. That would still be 4 years from now, and i'm already trying to picture out scenes that would possibly happen.

"This will not be the last", said Sam. I'm still looking forward of seeing him, soon. ♥

May 13, 2011

We used to believe that bad things happen during Friday the 13th, but that ain’t real. Just so you know. So yeah. We had our last rehearsal earlier for our recital on Sunday. I was so damn nervous when one of our teachers told us we will repeat everything we practiced. And that means we will be pulled out at around 5 o’clock in the afternoon. Damn! As if i lost all the hopes of seeing Sam. Come on, he’s my crush since i was 10 years old and i’ve been longing to see him. I always claim that he’s my boyfriend. Am i that obsessed? Nah. But seriously, i really really like him. The funny thing is that i was really wishing for him to go here. I’m trying to picture out scenes that would happen if ever i saw him. Luckily, just this Wednesday, i found out that he’ll be coming here in General Santos. I was freaking out. I admit i can’t sleep well these past few days because of my excitement. Hahaha! Finally!!! I got to see him earlier. I really rushed in going to Robinsons from our last rehearsal with my sister and my friends. Fortunately, seats are free and we were seated right near the stage. I was seated right next to Karla, my childhood bestfriend. I also saw some of my friends unexpectedly — Mica, Judy, and Pam. I also met a new friend — Rica!! :) So here’s the problem. We waited for Sam for like 4 hours. Patience! Indeed. But when he already arrived, people from the back started running near the stage. Come on!!!! What’s the use of the guards? Sucks. We pity ourselves. We were the ones who waited for so long then we won’t be able to touch or even have a picture with Sam. Disappointing!!! Oh well. At least we had fun, and Sam did too! This day is soooooo loved. ♥

RIP AJ PEREZ :(

AJ Perez, met an accident after his show in Dagupan. A truck and a bus hit the vehicle they were riding. At around 12:20 am, it was said that the young actor AJ Perez was dead on arrival due to multiple head injuries. It is now confirmed that AJ Perez, one of the rising young stars of ABS-CBN, Jessy Mendiola’s leading man in Sabel and a member of the Gigger Boys, has passed away.”

Rest in peace, AJ. You will be missed.

Sometimes, you don't have to hate someone for hurting you, and it's not proper to be bitter either. And the truth is, it's really a common mistake among us individuals, for we live with our expectations. We oblige others to love us back, for in the first place, we don't have the right. IT HURTS WHEN IT SOUNDS SO RIGHT. But that's life after all. Acceptance, and most of all, Respect.

Poolside

Since i haven't had the chance to jump off the pool for a certain reason, i just took this. I really want to swim and play with some of my cousins but i can't. Nevermind. Haha. I took this still using my phone. Am i qualified now? Kidding :)

Road to Lemlunay

I only took this earlier using my phone because i left the camera. Tssss.

Weird

It’s just really weird. A while ago, i was with the playmates of my brotha outside the house. I was just sitting right in front of our gate and Marian, one of the playmates of my brotha, tried beautifying my hair. Was that even the right term? Nevermind. So yeah, she was trying to curl my hair then my brotha, which is 2 years old, punched her. Lol, they fought. Maybe because my brotha was jealous? I don’t know. The weird part there was that Marian kissed my cheeks for like how many times which i find really hilarious. I just didn’t mind it until she told me that she would like to kiss me on my lips. I was like..Are you fcking kidding me? I covered my lips and she was kind of being annoying. She’s forcing me to let her lips touch mine. Disgusting!! Then she started kissing the cheeks of my younger sister which was really obvious that my sister was irked. Hahaha. After, the playmate started to pull my little brotha towards her while i, my sister, and my childhood friend were chit-chatting. We were like in the middle of our story and i noticed that the playmate was already kind of seducing my little brotha. I shouted then i let them split ways. My little brotha that time was like.. What are you doing? Lol at his facial expression. Oh well. She’s just.. i don’t know! She’s too young! Ugh

Not Good

Yesterday, i started the day with a frowning face and ended it up the same. First thing’s first. Being the president of the class is not that easy. It’s just like your classmates and your fcking adviser depends everything on you. No one even bothers on helping you and as if you can do everything alone. That’s one thing that really sucked. So yeah, yesterday.. I was astonished because our adviser nagged at me again. She was turning red and saying harsh words at me. Well hello? She did that in front of my classmates. I was all like..Ashdjksdhfjfdhgjdfkg and wanna burst out crying but i don’t want to. I fought the urge to answer back ‘cause it already hurts like epic hell, but i respect her especially that she’s older than me. I just pretended that i don’t care at all eventhough it kills me inside. Hatred. That’s what i really felt. I’m already used to all those nagging that happens every morning, but it was really the first time that i think i’ve lost my patience. It was worst. She even told me i was useless. Like whut. I never wanted to be the president at the first place. Fine! Put all the blame on me. Say what you wanted to say. Backbite me. I’ll have my patience, and i’ll prove you wrong of what you’re accusing me. You’ll see.

Thanks

To those people who’ve been pulling me down, thank you!! You’ve made me realize that i am strong enough to accept those critics. I used to be so weak emotionally, especially when it comes to dealing with haters. I usually think i’m not that good. I take things too seriously and digest it until it becomes all my think-abouts. I cry over shallow things. I don’t know how to express what i feel. I cry and let myself be affected. Now, i’ve realized that it’s a part of my journey towards life. I don’t want enemies. It’s not that i want to please everyone, i just want things to be normal. Everything really happens for a reason. I’ll strive to be stronger than the usual. I won’t let myself be affected and pulled down by others. This is me. If they have a problem, so be it.

Wow, Just Wow

While going home, my sister was kind of eating a heart lollipop. I asked her where she bought it ‘cause it was just too cute. She told me Francis gave it to her, the one that she has a crush on. Hahahaha! Such a sweet boy, isn’t he? I blushed and she gave me one. It was of three pieces for i love you. Lol. I know my sister’s too young to be in love but i think it’s normal. They have mutual feelings according to her, and i know she isn’t assuming ‘cause i asked him, too. Francis would always text her saying they would meet at the dome and talk. I wonder what they are talking about everytime they meet. K. I am not jealous or what. Not to be ostentatious, but my sister’s really beautiful eventhough she’s not fair-skinned. I was just merely shocked ‘cause i haven’t experienced that kind of thing. Three heart lollipops? Wow. She really has a lot of admirers, not like me. I rarely receive things from a paramour. Hahaha. Oh well, i’m happy for her. I sometimes can’t stop laughing ‘cause she keeps on telling me she’s really in love. Lol, puppy love, i guess.