Poolside

Since i haven't had the chance to jump off the pool for a certain reason, i just took this. I really want to swim and play with some of my cousins but i can't. Nevermind. Haha. I took this still using my phone. Am i qualified now? Kidding :)

Road to Lemlunay

I only took this earlier using my phone because i left the camera. Tssss.

Weird

It’s just really weird. A while ago, i was with the playmates of my brotha outside the house. I was just sitting right in front of our gate and Marian, one of the playmates of my brotha, tried beautifying my hair. Was that even the right term? Nevermind. So yeah, she was trying to curl my hair then my brotha, which is 2 years old, punched her. Lol, they fought. Maybe because my brotha was jealous? I don’t know. The weird part there was that Marian kissed my cheeks for like how many times which i find really hilarious. I just didn’t mind it until she told me that she would like to kiss me on my lips. I was like..Are you fcking kidding me? I covered my lips and she was kind of being annoying. She’s forcing me to let her lips touch mine. Disgusting!! Then she started kissing the cheeks of my younger sister which was really obvious that my sister was irked. Hahaha. After, the playmate started to pull my little brotha towards her while i, my sister, and my childhood friend were chit-chatting. We were like in the middle of our story and i noticed that the playmate was already kind of seducing my little brotha. I shouted then i let them split ways. My little brotha that time was like.. What are you doing? Lol at his facial expression. Oh well. She’s just.. i don’t know! She’s too young! Ugh

Not Good

Yesterday, i started the day with a frowning face and ended it up the same. First thing’s first. Being the president of the class is not that easy. It’s just like your classmates and your fcking adviser depends everything on you. No one even bothers on helping you and as if you can do everything alone. That’s one thing that really sucked. So yeah, yesterday.. I was astonished because our adviser nagged at me again. She was turning red and saying harsh words at me. Well hello? She did that in front of my classmates. I was all like..Ashdjksdhfjfdhgjdfkg and wanna burst out crying but i don’t want to. I fought the urge to answer back ‘cause it already hurts like epic hell, but i respect her especially that she’s older than me. I just pretended that i don’t care at all eventhough it kills me inside. Hatred. That’s what i really felt. I’m already used to all those nagging that happens every morning, but it was really the first time that i think i’ve lost my patience. It was worst. She even told me i was useless. Like whut. I never wanted to be the president at the first place. Fine! Put all the blame on me. Say what you wanted to say. Backbite me. I’ll have my patience, and i’ll prove you wrong of what you’re accusing me. You’ll see.

Thanks

To those people who’ve been pulling me down, thank you!! You’ve made me realize that i am strong enough to accept those critics. I used to be so weak emotionally, especially when it comes to dealing with haters. I usually think i’m not that good. I take things too seriously and digest it until it becomes all my think-abouts. I cry over shallow things. I don’t know how to express what i feel. I cry and let myself be affected. Now, i’ve realized that it’s a part of my journey towards life. I don’t want enemies. It’s not that i want to please everyone, i just want things to be normal. Everything really happens for a reason. I’ll strive to be stronger than the usual. I won’t let myself be affected and pulled down by others. This is me. If they have a problem, so be it.